I’ve been in ministry now of some sort or another for over 20 years, lead pastor for about 13. For many of those years, I’ve known the world was different than what I was prepared to deal with. The majority of churches and pastors in the US seem to be well equipped to pastor churches in communities which are predominantly Christian, and have a positive view of both Jesus and His followers.
A Faith that Risks
"Someone has said that faith has three distinct stages: the faith that reckons, the faith that rests, the faith that risks." - Leonard Ravenhill
Monday, October 19, 2020
Old Ideas and New Directions
Thursday, October 1, 2020
The Sin God Doesn’t Forgive
I’ve been reading through the Pentateuch (the first five books of the Old Testament) in my reading time lately. One story in these books that confuses and disturbs some is the story of Moses striking the rock. Perhaps you are familiar. The Israelites are complaining. Again. This time it is because of thirst. Where is the provision God promised? Where is the water?
Moses approaches God, seeking help. God gives him the following instructions: “Take
the staff, and assemble the congregation, you and Aaron your brother, and tell
the rock before their eyes to yield its water.” (Numbers 20:8a) Moses proceeds to go out among the people, and
instead of speaking to the rock, Moses strikes it. For this, God tells Moses that he won’t enter
the Promised Land.
Some interesting points of context. Moses has been leading the people for
decades, and their complaining had no doubt worn him down. In addition, his sister had just died. Moses probably wasn’t in the best place
emotionally. Why was God so harsh? I can’t imagine I would have acted any
better.
One thing we can see in the story is that Moses seemed to
want to take some credit for the miracle.
“Hear now, you rebels: shall we bring water for you out of this
rock?” We? Was Moses the miracle worker? It seems, in his moment of emotionally
vulnerability, that Moses let slip something previously unstated: he and God
were working together to lead the people.
Pride, a sin wrecking people since Cain and Abel, was messing Moses
up.
Still, though, why didn’t God forgive him? Moses had done so much for God, for the Hebrew
people. Why would God have taken away
from Moses something which Moses had sacrificed so much to achieve. Why was this sin so egregious?
Consider this for a minute: God had, many times, proclaimed such
judgements against the Hebrews. They
would be destroyed for their disobedience.
They would never enter into the Promised Land. Each time, Moses intercedes for them, and God
relents. There is a pattern in the books
of Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy.
- Sin
- Proclamation of judgement
- Intercession
- Withholding of judgement
So, what’s going on here?
Why is there no withholding of judgement in the life of Moses? As God says to him in Numbers 20, Moses never
enters into the Promised Land. The
answer seems to be that there is something in Moses’ sin which God can’t
forgive. Is it pride? Certainly, God has forgiven people for their
pride many times over. Was it because Moses
took credit for the miracle? Again, this
isn’t a unique sin, and God does indeed forgive this sort of thing in
Scriptures.
The answer, I believe, is found in Deuteronomy 4. The people are getting ready to enter into
the Promised Land, and Moses has some final words for them. Some sermons.
This is essentially what the entire book of Deuteronomy is, after
all. It’s Moses’ sermons to the
people. Moses giving them some final
word. Thirty-three chapters of final
words. It’s a lot.
Anyway, in Deuteronomy 4:21, Moses says this: “The LORD was
angry with me because of you, and he swore that I should not cross the Jordan,
and that I should not enter the good land that the LORD your God is giving you
for an inheritance.” Did you pick up on
the point I’m trying to make? Moses
tells the people that it is their sin which has caused God to refuse him
entrance into the Promised Land. “The
LORD was angry with me because of you.”
For reference, let’s look at exactly what God tells Moses. “Because you did not believe in me, to uphold
me as holy in the eyes of the people of Israel, therefore you shall not bring
this assembly into the land that I have given them.” Whose sin was keeping Moses out of the Promised
Land? It wasn’t their sin; it was
his. I’m sure this irked Moses. I’m guessing it really ate at him. Which is why, a little while later, he blames
the people for his sin.
Certainly, anger was a factor in Moses’ sin. Some would even call it righteous anger. The people, after all, were complaining
against God again. Didn’t Moses have a
right to be angry? Apparently not. More importantly, Moses blamed others for his
sin, and because he blamed, he never confessed, never interceded for his own
sins.
Remember the pattern from before?
- Sin
- Proclamation of judgement
- Intercession
- Withholding of judgement
The pattern has changed.
- Sin
- Proclamation of judgement
- Blame
- Judgement remains
Would God have forgiven Moses if he confessed? We have every reason to believe He would
have. He forgave time and time again. Many of those sins would be considered far
worse than Moses’ sin. Instead of
confession, though, Moses blames. Because
of this, Moses’ judgement remains.
The application is, for me, one of big lessons we should take
away from the lessons in Scripture. God
wants to forgive our sin. He “is not
willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance” (II
Peter 3:9). The only thing which keeps
back forgiveness is sin which we blame on others. We love to blame others for our sins. Our anger, which we might even call
righteous, keeps us from true confession.
It’s easier on the conscience is we can find someone else to point the
finger at. The problem is, this keeps us
from God. In refusing to acknowledge our
sin, we have decided to push away the God who died to forgive us.
John puts it this way in his first letter: If we say we have
no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and
just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say we have not sinned, we make him a
liar, and his word is not in us.” (I
John 1:8-10)